Oh. My. God!!!!!

oh my god. im kind of in shock right now. all i keep doing is saying oh my god in a constant loop. im really in shock. im like, i dont know if i've ever felt like this. no tiffany is not out. im not gonna cry but i am in a bit of shock and i think im somewhat entitled. so. do you guys read brent corrigan's blog? you should. its a good read. i've read it ever since he was on his old site but then drama happened and he had to move to a knew one. i read every single post off his old blog and every single post off his new one. and just recently i started commenting. not a lot. like twice but i was doing it. and it was cool cause i had been reading for so long. anyone that's been reading his stuff knows about all the drama he's had to go through. well anyway, i've been a fan from reading his blogs. his porn not so much. i'm sure its entertaining and id love to see it. i have actually but i only saw two scenes. the point is its not his porn that made me a fan. its his blog. its really fun and interesting. and he put a lot of himself out there. he held back on some stuff but he still put himself under the microscope so to speak. well anyway, recently things started looking up. he just put out a new video that was all his own. he directed it and starred in it. he was talking about doing another one and he was also considering finally getting together a members site. he also is going to be in another gay sequel. he seemed really happy and it was like things were looking up for him. and it was cool cause it was nice to see him slowing crawling his way back to the top after all these years of his struggling. only now he's gone. after all these years of reading he's gone. he wrote this really beautiful heart breaking post. a dear john of sorts. its a great read and i don't think he's ever been more open and honest. anyway i understand in a way why he's leaving. but at the same time im shocked cause i could see this happening a few months ago. but now things seemed to be looking up so its kind of a surprise. anyway i just hope that he is happy and that he is able to become successful in whatever it is he decides to do now that he will be drifting back into obscurity. i also hope he considers to keep on blogging. just because he's no longer leading a public life doesn't mean he shouldn't blog. plenty of people blog about pointless shit no one cares about. look at me. he could call it brent corrigan becomes a nobody. and i would read every single post. and i would love it. cause i never really liked him for his porn (though he did help me get two great loads.) i just liked him for him. he was funny, and silly, and hot, and his writing was entertaining and since i really didn't see much of his work it was more like reading some random twenty year old's blog about his various struggles than a blog by a porn star. oh well. sorry for rambling about all this. you can get back to whatever you were doing before. good night and good fucks.