Picnic

he took me on a picnic. a fucking picnic. when he first suggested it i laughed and scoffed. how many times do i have to remind this guy that i dont have a fucking vagina? flowers and picnics will not get me to take my pants off. if you want them off then throw me down and unzip them yourself. but i actually kind of sort of maybe but not really but i did enjoy myself. especially when he started to get hot so he took his shirt off. have i mentioned he could grate cheese on his stomach? no? well he can. anyway he has to spend the rest of the day with his family. why i have no clue. i keep laughing at him and rm who are still in the clutches of the dreaded parental units. i on the other hand am fully free. though that may be cause they're trying for a heterosexual male heir who will carry on the family name. which involves something called sexual intercourse. at least thats how mother explained it. fuck you all.

is this goodbye?

the blog may disappear soon. school is quickly approaching and with me now out i have less and less need for this gay outlet. which is really what it was. but now when i see a hot guy i dont keep it bottled up inside. i just turn to rmgf and say i want him to fuck me. i want him to fuck me like hes never fucked anyone. i want him to throw me down and tie me up and use me for his pleasure and his pleasure alone. i dont care if i cum. i just want to feel his big juicy cock in my ass. and thats that. she doesnt flinch she doesnt shudder. she just says i want him to break my pussy in half. or something like that. for the first time i feel like i have someone i can tell the craziest stuff to and they wont care. and its not just the dirty sex stuff. its everything about being gay. everything i put on here. which was mostly dirty sex stuff. and its not just her. pretty much all of my friends have taken to me being gay and ask about it and a few even asked about setting me up with a someone before i met the guy that i may or may not be dating (we havent defined the relationship yet). so you see i dont really need the blog. add to that the fact that i barely find the time to write anymore and the fact that i have been trying to get a boyfriend be it the guy i am seeing or some other hunk and well something has to go. and the blog seems to be the thing.

In The Closet With Helmet Head - Heterosexual To Bisexual, The Complete Story

and here is helmet head's story in its entirety. i just thought id post the whole thing for any readers that havent checked it out yet and wanted to read the whole thing at once. good fucks.

click here to read the story.

Heterosexual to Bisexual

I grew up in the southeast part of the US as a middle child (two sisters), went to private school and even military boarding school (7-12 grade) community college (changed my major after two quarters). Graduated top of my class in the technical profession I had chosen. Growing up I was never interested in guys or girls for that point, just never had the urge and was always so busy never really thought about it. I did JO on a regular basis, but it was not with the thought of being with someone it was more about how good it felt.

After college when I moved into 2/2 apt with an old friend (guy) of mine I did start to date girls. The girl that got my virginity card was 10 years older than I, and was as close to a nymphomaniac as I have ever known. Our relationship was all about sex and we did have a lot. The wildest thing we ever did was I went to see her at work when her work was closing (11pm). She was the only one there at the time. I arrived about 15min early and buzzed the door. She unlocked the door from her office to let me in and I started the climb up to the 5th floor (no elevator). When I walked into her darkened office she was standing there with just her shirt on. I was told I was overdressed, so with that problem fixed we started to kiss; mind you it was still about 5min till closing. We were getting pretty hot and heavy when all of a sudden she jumped up walked over to a desk in the room, picked up a mike and made an announcement. She then walked over to a different desk flipped a few switches on a small console, then turned and we picked up where we left off.

Now would be a good time to tell you that my girlfriend at the time worked for the FAA. She was an Air Traffic Controller and worked at a small airport that I also worked at. So the night I went to meet her at work she was in the control tower for the airport. When she left me at 11pm to use the radio and flip the switches she was making an announcement that the airport was now closed and then switched the lights over so the airplanes could turn them on when they were in range. We had great sex that night all over the tower. We also played in a number of other places around the airport over the year and a half I saw her. She was my first girlfriend and lover and the one I saw the longest, till I met the one that became my wife.

Part 2

After seeing the air traffic controller there was no one in my life but a few one-night stands. My roommate and I did end up dating the same girl for a short time and none of us knew it till one night my roommate walked in the door to our apt with her. I was sitting there watching TV and looked up, and my roommate was introducing me to the girl I had seen the night before. She turned bright red, I started to laugh, and she bolted out the door. My RM looked at me and I told him to sit down. After a bunch of beer and exchanging notes we figured we both had been seeing her for over two weeks. She would break a date with me to see him and do the same to him. We both got a good laugh out of it along with getting drunk and never heard from her again.

Both my RM and I had become close friends with another girl who when we met her was engaged to my best friend who was going to college in Tenn. When she graduated (in Tenn.) she got a job working in S Fla and was going to move in with my best friend before (He graduated ahead of her and had already moved) they were married later that year. When she showed up in town he had (unbeknownst to me) moved in with another girl. We treated her like a sister and would go out together with her, work on her car for her; she would crash on our couch all the time. I remained friends with him and he said it was the biggest mistake of his life.

One night after the three of us had all been out and had too much to drink we had dropped her off at her place and headed home. Once home we both grabbed a glass of water and headed to bed to pass out. I had just got in bed when my RM called my name, I looked up he was standing at the door to my bedroom. He told me that he had been messing around with guys and wanted me to be one of the first people to know. I said ok and fell asleep. The next morning when we were having coffee, I looked at him and asked him if he told me he was gay the night before. He said yes. I told him if that is what he wants to do then go for it. We did set up a few ground rules for the apt that if either of us had a guest over we would make sure that any thing sexual was done in our rooms only so we did not make each other feel weird. This was my first exposure to someone that was gay, and I had no real problem with it. I met some of his dates from time to time but could not bring myself to go out to gay clubs with him. The friend we had that was a girl would go out with him, and I would still see my best friend but could not talk to him about my RM, he was a huge homophobe!

One day when I walked by my RM open door, I saw a gay magazine on the floor. I had an urge to look at it, and when I did I started to get hard. Over the next few months I would go into his room and swipe one of them, take it back to my room and JO. This was when I started to like guys. About six months after I started looking and JO to my RM mags the three of us had gone out one night, my RM, our “girlfriend” and myself. We got home and each of us went to our own rooms and couch. After a few min “the girlfriend” told me she wanted to sleep in my bed. I told her that I did not give up my bed to anyone; if she wanted to sleep in it she could but that I sleep in the nude (I have since 7th grade) she said OK got up and got in bed with me. The next morning she was in the kitchen getting coffee wearing my T-shirt form the night before and a pair of panties when my RM walked in to get a coup of coffee. He looked at her then looked at me and said “looks like someone had some fun last night”.

Part 3

I will start off by saying that I was the perfect gentleman when she got in bed. However about ten minutes after she was in bed with me laying on my side with my back to her, I felt a her hand sliding over my ass and around my waist till she found my rapidly hardening cock. At that point the gentleman in me left and the stud came out, I no longer recall how long or how many times we fucked that night I just remember being very tired the next morning. That night was the end of me looking around for pussy, she became my girlfriend, we each had keys to each others apt, and it was not uncommon for me to come home from work (I was working a swing shift at the time) and find her in my bed. I would also go to her place after work, take all my clothes off put them in the washer, take a shower and get in bed with her. Get up in the morning put them in the dryer get dressed and go back to work. I still had the same RM and the three of us still went out together. During this time I was not looking at my RM gay mags anymore, I would still look at guys and undress them with my eyes, but I was getting enough sex in my life that it was just a thought in the back of my head. My girlfriend and I started to talk about moving in together and my RM was cool with that and said if I moved out he knew some one that would move in with him. It was about two weeks after we started to talk about moving in together that I got a phone call with a job offer that I just could not pass up. The job was in Seattle and I was living in Ft. Lauderdale (3842 miles if you drive by the way) I made up my mind and took the job without telling my girlfriend. When I did tell her, I told her that she was welcome to move with me. She said she would have to think about it. Two weeks later I stopped at her apt with the loaded rental truck to spend the night with her before heading out the next morning. She kept telling me she had not made up her mind. As I walked out the door in the morning she told me that she was going to move west with me, and that the movers were picking up her stuff in three weeks. Now jump ahead 20 years and we have now been married for almost 15 years with no kids (we decided not to have any). My duties at my job have changed some and I now have access to the Internet at work all day. There is an old wife’s tail that goes something like this “When you get married put a jar on your dresser, every time you have sex the first two years put a penny in it, starting the third year take a penny out every time you have sex. That number of pennies in the jar at the end of the year will be the number of times you will have sex with your partner the rest of your life.” So what that means is at least for me I am doing good to get sex more than once a month. The problem is at my age (mid 40’s) I still have the urge to JO just about every day.

Part 4

One day at work I went on the Internet to look for some hardwood to rebuild my deck at home. Well if you search for “hardwood” wood is not the only thing you find. That day sparked a curiosity I had not had since looking at my RM mags in Fla many years ago. The curiosity in me that kept growing till about a year and a half ago when, I decided that it was time for me to do something about it, so I started with a few erotic massages, I have been a believer in massage for many years so it was not much of a stretch for me to get an erotic massage. So I searched for massages from a few web sites and had a few different massages with happy endings. Some of them the guys were HOT and some not, some of the massages were good and some not, some allowed me to touch them, some of them I walked out on after seeing the place and them. This filled the void I had for a short time then I decided that I wanted more. I found a guy on Craig’s list in the erotic section. He had a web site and I had a good feeling about him so I booked a 2 hour weekend time slot at his studio. I had told him that I was looking for more then a rub and jerk, and he told me that he would work with me and my request. When the day came for me to go see him I made sure I was squeaky clean, he met me at the door and I was very happy to see he looked like his website. He showed me to the room he works in and it had a table set up with a heated pad. He had me lay face down on the table and started to work on my back. He is the best massage therapist and yes he truly is a licensed therapist. At one point during the massage I could feel his cock brush the side of my head, I rolled my head over and took his cock in my mouth. He never missed a beat working on my back. When he got down to my lower back he started to work on my ass with his finger then a shiver went up my spine as he started to work my hole with his toungue. It was the first rim job I have ever had, there were a lot of firsts that day for me. He and I hit it off very well to the point that I made another appt to see him the next week. After seeing him the second time we both had connected with each other in such a way that he became my first Fuck Buddy. That meant that I only had to pay him if he was doing a massage on me, which I went to him for as well as sex. I still have a special place for him in my heart, as he was my first. I have since moved on to a different hook up site and now have a few FB I see from time to time. There are a lot of things on my list that I still want to try and when the time, guy and place are right I will.

I'm Ready Now

okay. im ready to talk about it. so if you've watched it as many times as i have you noticed we didnt see his full ass. they stopped just short of the end of his gorgeous delicious looking ass. the ass i love so much and have been waiting to see for the longest. why did they stop just short? why not show the whole thing? why? well in my fantasy its cause hes got huge balls. these huge big delectable low hanging balls. they hang so low that if they had gone down any further we would have seen them. and that is no good i guess. so what do you think. why didnt we get his full ass?

p.s. the guy im sort of seeing doesnt really watch weeds. so when i was over at his place earlier (he called me and i was driving by so he told me to come over) i told him about the episode. and how hunter parish finally got his ass out. but instead of saying i wanted him to fuck me cause we know how he would have reacted, i said he was really fucking hot but followed it up with i wish i had his body so i would come off as jealous not lustful. well then he said im sure your ass is much better than his. swoon. i lust this guy. even if he only said it cause he hasnt seen hunters ass yet. anyway i also mentioned the spanking scene cause i thought it was hilarious and fucking hot. and guess what he did. guess. he threw me over his knee and started spanking me. i loved it. funny and kinky. perfect for me. good fucks.

I Can't Even Talk About It. Words Cannot Describe The Pleasure Its Bringing Me.

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Ugh. Men.

so this guy ive been spending my time with. there was some drama with him yesterday. in case i havent made it clear i am now officially living on my own. i moved out of the rents place and am now a full blown adult. well no not really. but still independence counts for something. even if they are paying for it. anyway roommate's gf and i have been watching big brother together and i invited the guy over to watch with us. roommate was off having dinner with his family who have been taking his absence even harder then my parents have taken mine if you can believe it. so it was just the three of us. and then i did it. rmgf and i started talking about how hot jessie is. and i kept salivating over him. and the guy said

guy: hes not that hot.
me: you're just jealous cause hes like a million times hotter than you are.

and then i went on watching the show not really realizing that the guy didnt speak another word till the show was over and he said he had to leave. he seemed upset but as usual i had no clue why cause i was being oblivious. i didnt want him to go so i tried to temp him with generation kill which he loves. he said hed watch it at home and left without even giving me a kiss goodbye. once he was gone

me: why is he being so bitchy?
rmgf: uh hello! you do not tell a guy another guy is hotter than him. its bad form. all men are pussies. you must treat them with care.
me: oh whatever. fuck him.
rmgf: if you keep this up thats not gonna happen.
me: fuck you.
rmgf: i dont do gay boys.

so at first i didnt care. really i think he was being way too sensitive. but then again i guess it didnt help that when he got to my place and gave me some roses he had bought i laughed at him. but in my defense it was only cause the last time i checked i had a dick not a vagina and buying flowers for a guy seems so.....well yeah gay. but anyway i kinda missed him so i called. and the bitch ignored me. so finally i sent him a text saying i was sorry and that he was a gazillion times hotter than that rat face jessie. he promptly called me back and after a couple more apologies and just general stroking of his ego i convinced him to come over to watch generation hot boys killing people. he came over and then ended up falling asleep in my bed. this morning i got him to take out my trash. the moral of the story? all men are pussies and this ones my bitch.

Why Do Hot Guys Have To Snore?

theres a hot guy sleeping in my bed. no we arent fucking. though im sure hes great in bed. but at the moment sleeping together means just that. sleeping. this is his first night staying over which is fine except the fucker snores really loud and im a light sleeper. this is soooo fucking annoying. but hes so cute. so its not a deal breaker. ill take a hot guy who snores over no guy any day. good fucks.

In The Closet With Helmet Head: Heterosexual To Bisexual, The Conclusion

and here it is. the conclusion of hetero to bi. i hope you've all enjoyed the story as much as i did and i hope you all leave bunches of comments letting me and helmet head know how you feel. dont be shy. and if you havent already check out part 1, part 2, and part 3. fuck you.

Heterosexual To Bisexual - Part 4

One day at work I went on the Internet to look for some hardwood to rebuild my deck at home. Well if you search for “hardwood” wood is not the only thing you find. That day sparked a curiosity I had not had since looking at my RM mags in Fla many years ago. The curiosity in me that kept growing till about a year and a half ago when, I decided that it was time for me to do something about it, so I started with a few erotic massages, I have been a believer in massage for many years so it was not much of a stretch for me to get an erotic massage. So I searched for massages from a few web sites and had a few different massages with happy endings. Some of them the guys were HOT and some not, some of the massages were good and some not, some allowed me to touch them, some of them I walked out on after seeing the place and them. This filled the void I had for a short time then I decided that I wanted more. I found a guy on Craig’s list in the erotic section. He had a web site and I had a good feeling about him so I booked a 2 hour weekend time slot at his studio. I had told him that I was looking for more then a rub and jerk, and he told me that he would work with me and my request. When the day came for me to go see him I made sure I was squeaky clean, he met me at the door and I was very happy to see he looked like his website. He showed me to the room he works in and it had a table set up with a heated pad. He had me lay face down on the table and started to work on my back. He is the best massage therapist and yes he truly is a licensed therapist. At one point during the massage I could feel his cock brush the side of my head, I rolled my head over and took his cock in my mouth. He never missed a beat working on my back. When he got down to my lower back he started to work on my ass with his finger then a shiver went up my spine as he started to work my hole with his toungue. It was the first rim job I have ever had, there were a lot of firsts that day for me. He and I hit it off very well to the point that I made another appt to see him the next week. After seeing him the second time we both had connected with each other in such a way that he became my first Fuck Buddy. That meant that I only had to pay him if he was doing a massage on me, which I went to him for as well as sex. I still have a special place for him in my heart, as he was my first. I have since moved on to a different hook up site and now have a few FB I see from time to time. There are a lot of things on my list that I still want to try and when the time, guy and place are right I will.

In The Closet With Helmet Head: Heterosexual To Bisexual Part 3

here you go! part 3 of helmet head's autobiography. if you haven't yet go check out part 1 and part 2.

Heterosexual to Bisexual - Part 3

I will start off by saying that I was the perfect gentleman when she got in bed. However about ten minutes after she was in bed with me laying on my side with my back to her, I felt a her hand sliding over my ass and around my waist till she found my rapidly hardening cock. At that point the gentleman in me left and the stud came out, I no longer recall how long or how many times we fucked that night I just remember being very tired the next morning. That night was the end of me looking around for pussy, she became my girlfriend, we each had keys to each others apt, and it was not uncommon for me to come home from work (I was working a swing shift at the time) and find her in my bed. I would also go to her place after work, take all my clothes off put them in the washer, take a shower and get in bed with her. Get up in the morning put them in the dryer get dressed and go back to work. I still had the same RM and the three of us still went out together. During this time I was not looking at my RM gay mags anymore, I would still look at guys and undress them with my eyes, but I was getting enough sex in my life that it was just a thought in the back of my head. My girlfriend and I started to talk about moving in together and my RM was cool with that and said if I moved out he knew some one that would move in with him. It was about two weeks after we started to talk about moving in together that I got a phone call with a job offer that I just could not pass up. The job was in Seattle and I was living in Ft. Lauderdale (3842 miles if you drive by the way) I made up my mind and took the job without telling my girlfriend. When I did tell her, I told her that she was welcome to move with me. She said she would have to think about it. Two weeks later I stopped at her apt with the loaded rental truck to spend the night with her before heading out the next morning. She kept telling me she had not made up her mind. As I walked out the door in the morning she told me that she was going to move west with me, and that the movers were picking up her stuff in three weeks. Now jump ahead 20 years and we have now been married for almost 15 years with no kids (we decided not to have any). My duties at my job have changed some and I now have access to the Internet at work all day. There is an old wife’s tail that goes something like this “When you get married put a jar on your dresser, every time you have sex the first two years put a penny in it, starting the third year take a penny out every time you have sex. That number of pennies in the jar at the end of the year will be the number of times you will have sex with your partner the rest of your life.” So what that means is at least for me I am doing good to get sex more than once a month. The problem is at my age (mid 40’s) I still have the urge to JO just about every day.

new poll.

so because you people refuse to comment ive added a poll where you can more easily tell me whay you think of helmet heads story. your welcome. now go fuck yourself. but vote in my poll first.

In The Closet With Helmet Head: Heterosexual To Bisexual Part 2

and here it is. part 2 of helmet heads story. i hope you enjoy it. here's part 1 if you havent read it yet.

Heterosexual to Bisexual - Part 2

After seeing the air traffic controller there was no one in my life but a few one-night stands. My roommate and I did end up dating the same girl for a short time and none of us knew it till one night my roommate walked in the door to our apt with her. I was sitting there watching TV and looked up, and my roommate was introducing me to the girl I had seen the night before. She turned bright red, I started to laugh, and she bolted out the door. My RM looked at me and I told him to sit down. After a bunch of beer and exchanging notes we figured we both had been seeing her for over two weeks. She would break a date with me to see him and do the same to him. We both got a good laugh out of it along with getting drunk and never heard from her again.

Both my RM and I had become close friends with another girl who when we met her was engaged to my best friend who was going to college in Tenn. When she graduated (in Tenn.) she got a job working in S Fla and was going to move in with my best friend before (He graduated ahead of her and had already moved) they were married later that year. When she showed up in town he had (unbeknownst to me) moved in with another girl. We treated her like a sister and would go out together with her, work on her car for her; she would crash on our couch all the time. I remained friends with him and he said it was the biggest mistake of his life.

One night after the three of us had all been out and had too much to drink we had dropped her off at her place and headed home. Once home we both grabbed a glass of water and headed to bed to pass out. I had just got in bed when my RM called my name, I looked up he was standing at the door to my bedroom. He told me that he had been messing around with guys and wanted me to be one of the first people to know. I said ok and fell asleep. The next morning when we were having coffee, I looked at him and asked him if he told me he was gay the night before. He said yes. I told him if that is what he wants to do then go for it. We did set up a few ground rules for the apt that if either of us had a guest over we would make sure that any thing sexual was done in our rooms only so we did not make each other feel weird. This was my first exposure to someone that was gay, and I had no real problem with it. I met some of his dates from time to time but could not bring myself to go out to gay clubs with him. The friend we had that was a girl would go out with him, and I would still see my best friend but could not talk to him about my RM, he was a huge homophobe!

One day when I walked by my RM open door, I saw a gay magazine on the floor. I had an urge to look at it, and when I did I started to get hard. Over the next few months I would go into his room and swipe one of them, take it back to my room and JO. This was when I started to like guys. About six months after I started looking and JO to my RM mags the three of us had gone out one night, my RM, our “girlfriend” and myself. We got home and each of us went to our own rooms and couch. After a few min “the girlfriend” told me she wanted to sleep in my bed. I told her that I did not give up my bed to anyone; if she wanted to sleep in it she could but that I sleep in the nude (I have since 7th grade) she said OK got up and got in bed with me. The next morning she was in the kitchen getting coffee wearing my T-shirt form the night before and a pair of panties when my RM walked in to get a coup of coffee. He looked at her then looked at me and said “looks like someone had some fun last night”.

Out Update

so someone asked some questions about me cumming out in the comments and i thought id answer in a post. i went ahead and came out to the roommate cause i thought i should before we officially moved in together. and he was genuinely shocked (his gf apparently only brought it up with him once and he told her she was being stupid so she never brought it up again.) which means i am still at least a little bit sneaky and good at hiding things which is good cause it is a skill every teen should posses. plus if im gonna cheat on cristiano with some ruggers for fun ill need to be sneaky enough to hide it from him. the gf on the other hand was not so shocked. as i said "i'm" she said "gay". i said no im hungry you stupid bitch. she said "for penis" i said yes. we laughed. roomie cringed. anyway yeah i guess my cozy little closet was a glass one since everyone has apparently been watching me jerking off to boys inside. oh well. anyway yeah the roomie said as long as we've been friends he doesnt care who i fuck. so yay me!

anyway to address another part of the question ive never had a gf but i have gone out with one once or twice. but i think it was in a group setting so i dont know if it counts. and there was a girl once that told people she fucked me. to this day i do not know why she said it but i just kinda went with it cause i figured hey this will make them think im straight for at least a little while longer. (luckily my parents didnt hear about this or else there would have been an awkward convo.) so between that and the fact that most of my friends arent in serious relationships anyway i just tried to play it off like i was a commitment phobe or a playboy or something.

anyway in other news the gf and i have now convinced the roomie im a top and that i might want to fuck him in his ass in his sleep. its cruel but oh so funny. i slapped him on the ass earlier today and he walked off all scared and as soon as he was out of earshot his gf and i started laughing. we couldnt stop. she knows im a bottom (girls ask so many questions) and so we figure whe should keep milking this for as long as humanly possible. anyway good fucks.

p.s. mr. model, is that your picture? if so i think we should fall in love and adopt babies. now.

bitches.

i think i may start commenting on my own posts.

In The Closet With Helmet Head: Heterosexual To Bisexual Part 1

so since i started this blog i have tried my hardest to bring you not only hot content but also something fun and interesting you won't find anywhere else. like my amazing interview with tv star and out hottie jason dottley. well now im bringing you something else fun that i hope you will enjoy just as much. and i hope you leave lots of comments. i convinced one of my readers to write a story about his life as a closeted gay man who is married. now you already know this reader. in fact you guys are very well acquainted with his cock. thats right this biographical article is written by our very own helmet head. the story is a really good read. its four parts and ill be releasing each part separately so keep checking back for each part of this really cool story. enjoy!

Heterosexual to Bisexual - Part 1

I grew up in the southeast part of the US as a middle child (two sisters), went to private school and even military boarding school (7-12 grade) community college (changed my major after two quarters). Graduated top of my class in the technical profession I had chosen. Growing up I was never interested in guys or girls for that point, just never had the urge and was always so busy never really thought about it. I did JO on a regular basis, but it was not with the thought of being with someone it was more about how good it felt.

After college when I moved into 2/2 apt with an old friend (guy) of mine I did start to date girls. The girl that got my virginity card was 10 years older than I, and was as close to a nymphomaniac as I have ever known. Our relationship was all about sex and we did have a lot. The wildest thing we ever did was I went to see her at work when her work was closing (11pm). She was the only one there at the time. I arrived about 15min early and buzzed the door. She unlocked the door from her office to let me in and I started the climb up to the 5^th floor (no elevator). When I walked into her darkened office she was standing there with just her shirt on. I was told I was overdressed, so with that problem fixed we started to kiss; mind you it was still about 5min till closing. We were getting pretty hot and heavy when all of a sudden she jumped up walked over to a desk in the room, picked up a mike and made an announcement. She then walked over to a different desk flipped a few switches on a small console, then turned and we picked up where we left off.

Now would be a good time to tell you that my girlfriend at the time worked for the FAA. She was an Air Traffic Controller and worked at a small airport that I also worked at. So the night I went to meet her at work she was in the control tower for the airport. When she left me at 11pm to use the radio and flip the switches she was making an announcement that the airport was now closed and then switched the lights over so the airplanes could turn them on when they were in range. We had great sex that night all over the tower. We also played in a number of other places around the airport over the year and a half I saw her. She was my first girlfriend and lover and the one I saw the longest, till I met the one that became my wife.

you can read part 2 here.

And I'm Out

earlier today. shopping with my parents. see this gorgeous guy. think hes staring at me. realize if he were to come up and start hitting on me i would probably shoot him down since im a closeted homo. im tired of it all. and i want a boyfriend. and i dont care if it sends them to an early grave cause i inherit everything anyway so im good. turn to mother and father. im gay. mother and father exchange look. we know. fuckin 'ell!!! and to think i thought i was a master at deception and erasing my browser history. i was wrong. anyway luckily for me they went through the stages of grief already so there was no drama. just the we love you, we except you, we're trying to have another baby so you can do whatever you like. the family line will live on. unluckily for me mother wants to set me up with this very sweet young man she knows. shit. i should have stayed in the closet. oh and the hot guy? he didnt hit on me or anything. now i just have to tell my soon-to-be roommate. if he knows im going to be really pissed cause i always prided myself on being a sneaky sob. fuck you. oh and i have a very special post coming probably tomorrow.

Lets Take A Moment To Appreciate The Early Christmas Present That Is Cristiano Ronaldo On Vacation

so i dont know if you've noticed or not but cristiano ronaldo is on vacation in italy. this is good because a vacations in the summer often involves water and water means running around in clingy shorts. sadly hes not wearing speedos like he has in the past but its still hot. lets enjoy.

i just love this man. im totally going to start stalking him soon.


ignore the thing in the background. its that hot half naked slab of beef we should focus on.


hes just perfect. nothing else to say about it.


you know, it kinda looks like hes got some bad tan lines going on. maybe he should go to a nude beach to even it out a little. im sure he wont be photographed. :)


*drooling* papi!!!!! hes totally doing this to tease us.


i wonder what hes doing with his cock. and i wonder if he wants some help.


oh stop it. we all know you have a nice ass. show off.


is she fisting him?


you know, as a bottom my ronnie's obsession with his ass is a little troublesome. i always thought he'd throw me down and take my ass for a ride. but now im not so sure.


it is nice though. and if it was mine id play with it too. probably more than i play with my own ass.


you can find more cristiano and more of my horny thoughts on him after the jump.






yes i would like to be fingered. actually i plan on indulging later tonight.


finally!!! some ronnie pubes!


sadly the trunks didnt go any lower.


it helps if you ignore it and pretend hes cuddling up to you instead.


so lets take a moment to talk about her. his "girlfriend". or as i like to think of her "the beard he'll keep till he meats me and discovers the strength to come out and fuck me into a state of pure bliss".


is it just my imagination or is she taunting me? cause i really feel like she's taunting me.


she'll see. he'll break up with her soon enough. everyone knows he's a whore. and he likes to fuck whores. and i mean actual whores. as in prostitutes.


those should be my legs wrapped around his head and my crotch he's got his face inches away from. rrrrr!


i wont let her get to me! i wont! even if she is this close to his cock and im a continent away.



besides as soon as she slips up and walks in front of him and he gets a good view of her from behind its over. and thats why ill sleep well tonight.


if that wasn't enough for you click here, and here, and here, and here, and here for more boner worthy pics of ronnie on vacation looking like a hot machine built for fucking. good fucks.

Broadway Stud Nick Adams And Big Brother UK Hottie Dale

so first we have nick adams who is a broadway star. this is from broadway bares 2007. i think i want to have him put on a private show for me.



and this is dale who is currently on big brother over in the uk. sooo hot. enjoy.



fuck you.

:(

don't you guys care anymore?

Helmet Head Sent Me My First Couple Pic!

so hot cock helmet head sent some pics. this first one is a cock pump for two dicks. hh made it himself. obviously hes good with his hands. i wonder what else he can do with them.....


and here is helmet head with a fuck bud!!! yes thats right, our first couples pic!!!!!!! its my dream cum true.


hope you enjoyed them as much as i did. good fucks!

Only One Comment?

i get it, okay. i havent been the best blogger lately. and for that i am sorry. but im trying to fix it. i just did those two pretty big not to mention time consuming pride posts and i have a few more in the can so i can keep you entertained and make sure the blog doesnt go dead again. i even changed up the look. im trying to keeping up my end of the bargain. and you cant recognize that and acknowledge it with some comments? i only get one? thanks for that by the way m2m! anyway the rest of you should be ashamed of yourselves. and to think i had been feeling guilty. im hurt. fuckers!

Marcus Patrick Is My Dream Man. So Is Crazy James. And Cristiano Ronaldo. What Can I Say. I Have Room In My Ass For All Of Them.

you must click here for some really hot marcus patrick stuff. that bulge! oh god.


also check this out. as you all know i am in love with crazy james. dont know why. his enormous cock has nothing to do with it. anyway i stumbled on this video awhile ago which finally answered the question of whether he was straight, gay, or gay for pay. for those too lazy to click, he's bi!! which means if we run into him we actually have a shot.

also here is a really hot vid of cristiano grabbing his cock in some interview. i believe the hotness starts at about 3:05 but you can see him running around in skimpy trunks throughout the whole thing.



good fucks.

Dick Pics Is Here To Stay....Oh And I Got A Makeover!

just thought id take a moment to finally acknowledge that dick pics beat the cum rag in the second poll 14 to 4. so i guess i wont be changing the name any time soon. also, like the new look? i may play around with it a bit more but i kinda like it. i think its cooler white. after all, that is the color of cum!! good fuck you.

More Pride Pics Thanks To Dit

here are more pride pics. these are from dit. thanks ditty! you may have seen some on his blog. they're really hot so i hope you enjoy!


guy in the red glasses? must fuck him.




grower?



yes please!












can i have him for christmas?



good fucks!

Pride Pics Brought To You By Volker

so i'd like to start off by saying that this post almost didn't happen cause stupid blogger picture uploader thingy didn't want to cooperate. stupid thingy. anyway, it took forever, but it cooperated finally. but yeah, i know i haven't been the best blogger lately so im trying to make up for it. so anyway in the spirit of pride here are some photos i got a while ago but im just now posting them. these are courtesy of volker so thanks volkie!!! i believe he said these are from vancouver's pride. they're old but hot. enjoy!

Pride 2006

gay cowboys. sexy.


i think this is some sort of s/m theme.


im down. i'd totally let cristiano ronaldo be my master.


Pride 2007

so lets just take a moment to appreciate my wet dream cum true.


so they're all hot and theyve all got nice bulges but the guy in the green trunks in the middle is my fave. i love him. i want him. bring him too me now!


he doesnt have the best six pack but i figure all the sex we'll be having will be a good work out for him.


the guy to the far left here aint too bad either.


um. whats up with the tranny in the background?


i think all hot men should just walk around in underwear all day. nothing else. though, it might help if they could get beckhams retoucher.


these guys were there too.



fuck you. good fucking bye? how does that saying go again? oh yeah. good fucks!